Black Friday...I love and hate this day. I love how everything is on sale, but I hate the massive amounts of people. Well today, while I was browsing around Pacsun I bumped into Vy-anh and Calvin. Later I bumped into everyone else. I was sort of glad and upset I bumped into them. I hate seeing people I know at outside of school..I honestly don't know why. Well I wasn't expecting to see anyone from school, but since its black friday that makes no sense. I was just there to get a sweater or a shirt and leave.

I'm weak..my knees can barely hold me up. I understand that I should take things slow and let them heal a bit, but since my first basketball game is coming up, practice's pace has been a lot more intense, and I can't bare it. I want to cry, but I keep pushing myself. My left knee can hardly handle any more impact, and as for my right knee, the slightest touch makes me want to scream in pain. I doubt you all knew how much pain I'm in.

Especially today at the mall, I was welcome to walk anyone around the mall. In reality, I could not stand the pain of walking and the room was spiraling. Since there were so many people there it also didn't help. I hid it, I don't want anyone to feel pity for me, just because I'm retarded and can't walk. My ankles also feel weaker, they can barely sustain my weight, I feel as if they could snap at any moment. This is probably because I haven't been eating like I'm supposed to. I haven't been getting much sleep either. I don't know what's wrong with me.

I'm dreading practice tomorrow. I'm going late just so I can practice for an hour or so, that's when there is the least amount of running.