It's 4:40...I can't sleep. I've tried. I'm getting tired of it, the more I'm awake, the more I think and I start crying...i've lost at lot of people this school year. I don't talk to any of them anymore and I know I'm the one at fault. I'm becoming more isolated. I don't know what's wrong with me. I really don't =\ the constant yelling and screaming in my house doesn't help. I seem to be always fighting back I'm reality I don't want to. I absolutly hate getting yelled it. A tension has been growing between me and everyone. I'm always mad or pissed. My thoughts keep jumping right now. I can't do this. I guess i'll end here. Let's hope I pass out soon so I can get a decent amount of sleep before I go to my uncles house.