Man, oh man. I don't think you understand how much you toy with my emotions. Maybe you're not really doing it, and my emotions just fluctuate so much. I shouldn't blame you, but I don't like blaming anyone. I always say 'its okay' or 'its fine' whenever I get disappointed. Things are never really okay. I just don't like making the other feel like shit for what they did. Maybe I shouldn't be so soft on people. I'm usually straight forward, Meh, I don't know what to do with myself. You make me happy and you make me upset. There's just no winning with you. I hate when you tell me who you think is cute and etc. I want you, then I don't. The thing is, I don't want to have you and have you wanting other people. I want to talk to you. I crave your attention and you just don't know it. Its killing me inside. Maybe I should move on. Maybe this isn't worth it. It honestly seems like you don't care, but maybe you do. I want to let you know how I'm really feeling, but I don't want to come off as an asshole or jerk. I guess I'll keep it to myself.