Sunday, September 26, 2010

Why is it that I crave your attention? I honestly don't know why, but you're able to encompass every part of my mind. Why am I so fascinated by you. Its amazing really. I know nothing about you, but I want to be in your presence. It crushes me when you don't say hi, you simply ignore me. You don't even have to try and you get in my head. Why am I so caught up on you? You're really nothing special. I've heard about how conceited you are, how you think you're above everyone, but for some reason, you're able to lure me in. Why can't I resist? I guess you have this charm, this look that I can't ignore. But why? Why am I so hung on you? When I try to stop thinking about you, you always get back in. I'm sure I'm over thinking this. Maybe you aren't ignoring me, maybe your phone just never receives my texts, maybe you don't see me in the halls. But why is it that every time you do text back, every time I see you in the halls, my eyes always light up, and I'm ecstatic. This is really killing me, I really shouldn't care about what you think, I shouldn't crave your attention. I need to move on, distract myself. Something to get you off my mind. Please, stop coming back...

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