I've been having a hard time sleeping lately, It's usually because I'm up thinking about where I am in life. I always wonder if I'm leading a healthy life and what I need to do to make it better. Like exercising for instance. I dread running, but I feel like if I actually do something about my weight, maybe I'd be happier with myself. I'm just very self conscience about how I look, I know I need to stop worry about what other people think about me. I've at least made once change in my life so far. I'm starting to eat breakfast in the morning to start my metabolism much earlier than normally. I believe it's working, because I feel more energized during the day.

I know that everyone says they're going to exercise, lose weight, and etc. I'm not trying to do anything drastic. Just reducing my naps, trying to actually walk around instead of waiting for rides etc. I think I'm going to try and take a walk every now and then now. Or maybe put my treadmill to work. I don't know.