I really hate seeing and hearing people say 'I love you' too soon. Those three words mean way too much to be thrown around. I hate seeing people who's been in a relationship for just a week or so, and they say that they love them. They don't. Maybe infatuated, but not in love. I never say I'm in love with anyone, because honestly I'm not. I don't know why it bothers me so much, I mean I shouldn't really care. Also, please don't tell me you love me when you really don't. I hate when people say that, just to make it sound like you're close, when you're not. I have some friends who say that, but refuse to put effort to stay in contact. It's stupid. Don't do that, it makes me think differently of you.

I miss those days at the park. Where we'd just chill outside until 11 - midnight. Have those talks, that are real meaningful. I'm afraid those are going to lose meaning since we can drive now. I want to just go out, take a walk to the park and just talk. Swing on the swings. We need to do this before we all depart to different schools. I wish it could be a weekly thing, but I know with being seniors and all, that really can't happen.