Meh.

I really should be reading history now, instead of sitting here attempting to blog. I personally think its something I fail at. I have such a short attention span when it comes to history, its a wonder how I have a D in that class. I honestly don't know why we have to study history, it isn't like I have to use this in my everyday life, sure its great to learn about the past. But I find it pointless.

Okay, so I broke up with Sammy. I found it the right thing to do, since she's on the other side of the world and we rarely talk. I found it weird that right after I broke up with her, she started going on more often. I have a feeling she didn't like me anyways. I attempted to stay friends with her, but I always got a one worded answer from her. Tonight I found out that she doesn't stay friends with her ex's because it's 'awkward'. I told her its only awkward if she makes it that way. Later she sends me an IM meant for someone else saying, "You can do whatever you want if you just come here bby lol". That made me think that she prolly wasn't all into me in the first place..

Also, weirdly I've been finding myself attracted to freshmen girls...I don't know why..o.o


I don't know if I should really get into my family problems..
Eh, I don't know but I feel like my family is a dysfunctional one. I mean we are constantly yelling at each other. I'm not sure if that's normal nowadays . It normally starts with my brother yelling at me, I kick him, and we fight. Mom comes into picture, says something. Then her and I argue. Hours pass and my dad comes home. My brother and him start yelling. I yell at my brother for yelling at my dad. We fight. Then my dad yells at me for yelling at my brother. Then we sleep and it repeats. Now doesn't that sound like fun? :D No, not really. And lately its becoming more frequent, where we don't have hours between arguments.

My mom's not helping with her stupid affair. I wish she'd stop...

Well I better start reading for History....