Friday, October 24, 2008

Why did I nap? I told myself not to do things like this. Every time I take a nap, I feel terrible which is the opposite of what you're supposed to feel like after a nap. I was debating whether to go to the haunted house or not, I mean I want to support my friends so why not? I dragged myself out of the house and went. It wasn't as exciting as I expected, all it really was, was a ton of screaming. It gave me a headache.

I hate people.

I've been in the most terrible mood lately. I'm upset and I don't understand why. Every little thing someone says, every freakin' action. It makes me want to punch them in the face. They're is complete logic as to why I'm disappointed in you. I want you to find out why though. I don't want to straight off tell you. Because the reason is clear, you don't think through you're actions. It might not be even what you did, but what you didn't do. I'm tired of you guys.

Calvin Lin Trend: I'm always on the verge of crying at school.

1 comment:

Patu Phan said...

Aw Melissa D: It sounds like you are expressing a lot of complex emotions that are eating you up inside and it sounds like you are in a crossfire between some of your friends. Sooo..How much of this is accurate?

What do you think about the situation and why these events are occurring? What do you think your options are of dealing with these things that are going on?

Sometimes I feel the same you feel about hating people. Well, it seems to happen sometimes. But I ignore it and just go on with my own things. Maybe it's just..high school? I'm just guessing.

Say, what would make you feel better? And feel less hateful towards people?