This week hasn't been my week. I've been so tired lately and i don't know why. I never get a good night's rest...maybe that's why? I started to vent to my mom....that's a first. Surprisingly...I started breaking down..I actually cried in front of my mom..

I tired of caring for you guys and having you guys not caring back. I'm a third wheel and I know it. I'm being ignored and I hate you guys for that. I'm tired of this. Really I am.

Eh, show me that you're worth caring for.