I actually have a 50% my history test, major fail right? Argh, I'm going to retake it on Thursday, I mean I can't do any worse on it right? I haven't been having the best week, it started off great but its going down hill. Yesterday, I passed out at about 5pm, I specifically asked my parents to wake me up so I wouldn't have these dreams/nightmares again. I have 2 nightmares.

My first dream, I went to go visit my old school friends at their new school, which apparently is a school with tons of floors. I follow my friends up to the top floor where their class was. I chilled with them for a bit and I get a call from my mother, telling me she'll pick me up soon. Since I was on the top floor, I left right away to make sure I get down in time. I waved bye to my friends and headed towards the elevator. I pressed the button and waited for the elevator to arrive. The doors opened, I walk in, and to my surprise the only buttons available were up, down, left, and right. I obviously pressed the down button expecting to go down. Instead, it was like a roller coaster, with ton of spiraling, and turns and whatnots. The doors open and it happens to be where I started from. Puzzled, I went back into the elevator and pressed the "right" button. I heared some buzzing noises, and looked up. I screamed as I saw buzzsaws and other violent weapons on the ceiling slowly lowering down towards me. Since I'm already terrified of elevators, having sharp objects doesn't really help with that. The doors open to a random floor and I sprint out screaming. This floor, people were being killed? The students were playing a game, where students had to voulenteer to play, and the loser has to kill him/her self. That sort of freaked me out. Since I was in a hurry, I asked the teacher the quickest way to get to the bottom floor, she suggested the elevator, but I'm not taking my chances. She then suggested the stairs. Even though it would take me forever, it'd still get me down to the bottom right? Well I started walking, after a few flights of stairs, I had a feeling I was being followed. Scared, I jumped down the center hoping to get to the bottom. I landed and apparently got back to the top? WTF RIGHT!?! So I run around the school for what I feel was 5-8 hours opening doors and running down halls and I somehow got to the bottom? I grabbed my shoes and was about to leave, but was stopped by the principle, and he said that I wasn't allowed to leave. I questioned, "Why?" I got no reply. My friend somehow snuck me out and drove me to my home. As we arrived to my street, we couldn't see anything, the street was pitch black. She somehow knew where my house was and walked me to my house. As we left the car she handed me a gas mask to wear? idk..so i knocked on my door, argued with my parents and went to sleep. then, I woke up, did the usual morning routine. I told my mom I was going out with my friends. I was going to go meet them, but the principle of the school started chasing me with a knife?! and he chased me to a mine field, it was like war, him against me. I eventually died, and woke up in a cold sweat.

My other nightmare, is a usual one that I had in 8th grade. A lot of you should remember what I'm talking about.

Today, I walked Maggie. I enjoy walking her with my friends, we always engage in some sort of conversation. I also enjoy walking her by myself, it gives me time alone to collect my thoughts, unfortunately my brother always tags along. I wish I had my own dog, it would make me a lot happier.

Lately, I've been noticing, I'm happiest around my friends. Right when I get in the car we start arguing right away, and when I say we, I mean my mother and I. We seriously need to stop this arguing, I'm tired of it. It ruins my day, all the time, and it makes me want to end the day already.

I've also been getting more unorganized by the day. Its also stressing my out, I can't find anything, and I haven't been doing homework. The weekend really needs to come....soon.

Calvin Lin Trend: I am extremely terrified of elevators, spiders, the dark, and clowns...